Sweet Litt Thots

My Life! :D

2012-01-16T13:33:00.000+08:00

Life is never easy and People like me always like to grumble! But no matter what happened, Life still goes On.

I always complaint that i'm fat, have got small eyes and etc etc. But.. i think i'm already very fortunate that i'm born with what i'm now (: And i'm also fortunate to have what i have in my life now.

My Sweetheart and my family <3 XOXO!

PHOTO OF THE DAY

How Spent Those Special Days In my Life! (:

2012-01-02T01:18:00.000+08:00

Christmas'2011
I had a Lonely Christmas This Year Cos My Beloved Is Not By My Side! :(
As Usual, Working On Eve and Christmas Itself! Kinda Sad But Ended Up, My Friend Brought me To Town For a Walk, Eat Beancurd at Yishun and Head Home. Then, i Felt Much Better :D

Awesome New Year Eve'2011
Fly To BKK Immediately After My Night Shift With My Cute Litt Boy! <3

On the Way to BKK!
Day1- Went to Near By And Platunium Mall!

We travelled around using this Vehicle Or by Feet! (:

I think the engine of this vehicle is in between my legs! Its Damn Hot when i Lean my legs on it! Think my Legs too Short, Couldn't Open Bigger! -.- Well, Normally for them to Drive u around will be around 100-200baht! But Can Bargain Abit! (:

Day2- Siam Paragon ( Underwater World ), Central World, MBK and Chinatown

Feeding time for penguin
Guess what! My baby Damn Cute! Knowing that There will be a feeding session for penguin at 1230hrs then become very excited! Then insisted to go! When i Say, Don't Want then he Become so Disappointed But Ended Up.. We Went!

Admission for Package is 1100baht, Non Package is 900baht
Whileworth Trip thou its Quite Costly!

Christmas theme for Central World is Teddy Bear! Damn Cute! (:

Lazy to Upload Rest Of the photo already cos Its time to sleep! i Simply enjoyed my trip Despite of litt arguements but its still a fruitful trip. Able to spent all these Special Day with Loves One Is a Bonus! :)

Happy New Year To All

2011-06-26T12:33:00.001+08:00

i'm not well, i'm not okay! Regardless its during work or relationship! :(

i'm so tired! Just started work at Raffles Hospital not long ago, been one month plus.. learning all the things that didnt get to learnt during student time. when things gets wrong, its always us to get blamed! But its okay, this is life, the realistic of life!

But I seriously can't wait to get my salary and go shop till i dropped and Home with a BIGGGG hole in my pocket! :D Few more day to pay Day!

My Dear PAY, I'm missing you, are you missing me too? HAHA!

Anyway, I love my colleague at work, I love going out to eat when knock off! (: i miss working with them and soon i gonna say hello to my night shift =( OH NO!!!

Stepping into society.....

2011-02-27T23:57:00.000+08:00

28/02/2011 12:07am

The naughty Sarah took photos of me when i'm trying to tie my hair!

I'm counting Down to my Last Day of attachment! However, it means i gonna start work soon. i don't know if choosing to work OT is a good choice.

I'm counting down to my Thailand trip cos i'm so excited =3 My virgin Trip!

Can't really rmb when my last post simply because i'm busy! :( Recently met up with Hanyo, Pooh and Yijia (: due to my sister birthday. And i went to watch movies with my Baby and i'm number four is a nice movie.

i enjoyed my day with my baby and friends! (: Have been eating out with Sarah and Gek Min after attachment and we even went to arcade! *to distress!* i think i grow FATTER! HaHa! Time have become so precious to meand i guess when i started working, my time left is even lesser! ever since my OT Posting, i have got pimples all over my forehead And darker eye Bag! =( Upon seeing it, i felt so depressed!

Okay! Time to sleep! (: Goodnight! have to work at my Clinic tml

Sometimes, i Just Have To Smile; Pretend Everything it's Okay;

Hold back The Tears, And Just Walk Away.

2011-02-03T21:31:00.000+08:00

Hello! My Name is Ethan!

03/02/2011

its first day of new year today! and almost all my relatives came cos i only got litt relatives.

And that boy in the photo is my aunt's son baby! so cute leh (X

In the photo i look damn messy ah but i don't care! the main person in the photo is the baby! Haha =D Today my relatives came when i just wake up that's why!

Hmmm, just now i took a afternoon nap and i felt so good (: since a long time since i last nap alone! Hee =P And yesterday went to watch the green hornet and i fallen asleep LOL!

*Because i love you that's why i wouldn't mind watching some movie that i don't like with You*

Happy New Year to EveryOne! (:

Anyway, i feel like getting a Gucci Wallet but its waste of money! i wanted to get a new spects too but i'm saving money for my Thailand Trip and it will be the second time going to oversea with my Baby <3

i'm Sorry that i just can't stop thinking about it because i'm selfish.

Its because i don't wan you to think about your past anymore.

I don't want a guy who have other girl in their mind.

I'm Sorry if One day i have to let Go and move On and Perhaps by Doing this u might miss me more often.

2011-01-24T10:47:00.001+08:00

hold it tight when u decided to hold my hand

24/01/2011

i'm soo hungry due too..

The moment i wake up i have to search for notes but can't find then have to switch on computer to search for the stuff i needed to know but till now also couldn't find all the things that i needed to know! =(
I'm feeling freaking tired now!

Once again have to Get prepare and get ready for work.

23/01/2011

2011-01-23T10:44:00.001+08:00

Today is sunday but yet i have to go for work :(

i few more minutes and i have to prepare and leave for work!

then it will be like..

back to the same old routine that i used to do.

next week will be my night shift again!

Ytd was looking forward to go out with my baby but things happened so only get to see him a little while and i guess the next meeting up will be wed or sat.

it seems long but no choice.

i'm missing u right now!

Are u missing me too?

i want to be..

2011-01-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

13/01/2011

i'm hesitating whether to go jogging!

but its seems like raIning soon. =( i'm feeling so lazy right now!

AH......!

And i wanna watch love & other drugs cos my friends says that this movie is AWESOME (:

P.S. i don't wish any of my loves one to leave me..

i will hide my weakness within me

2011-01-12T08:28:00.000+08:00

*But i'm bad in pretending!*

12/01/2010

i went jogging today and i felt good (:

i think this is a good way to get rid of my negative thoughts and doubts!

its time for me to stop taking sinful food late at night!

last night i ate western food and the previous night i ate pizza hut and after that i went back home and sleep! OMG!

and last week i went jogging i have got muscle ache for like 3 freaking day! =(

So, i think its time for me to stop gaining weight and time to get rid of my fats! (:

and right now..

my weight is 51kg!

and the heaviest weight i think is 58kg?

Hope that i have got determination and no more good food for me (:

going off to work soon and its time to prepare! (:

And lastly, my cute little beloved baby! i'm missing you so much!

( if ever a day i am heartbroken, who do i have by my side? )

2010-12-29T18:52:00.000+08:00

29/12/2010 6.50pm
I'm always tempted!

Everyone is working hard to lose their weight for a brand new year but yet I'm eating non stop! =(
Someone told me that as long as I used to go jogging, it will become a habit! (:
I used to feel guilty when I eat too much but now I no longer feel that way! =(
And my appetite is growing! Become a MONSTER STOMACH! OMG!

I shoul really start jogging! =D

2010-12-24T20:38:00.000+08:00

24/12/2010
Its Christmas eve! (:

1st Attempt for making potato with bacon! and i make it with my beloved today (: hee.
ingredient needed:
1. bacon
2. potato
3. spring onion
4. bread crumb

Didnt have bread crumb and used "something else" instead but i believe bread crumb will definitely taste better than the "something else" that i'm used today!
beloved family says that its nice but not took sure if hanyo they all will like it.
and the thinG is i accidentally put my finger inside the oil when i wanted to put the potato in to fried cos i was distracted as i was talking! =(
it was so painful! but luckly its alright =}

P.s. i wish my life is always as sweet as now ("v")

2010-12-14T12:17:00.001+08:00

2010-12-14T11:44:00.002+08:00

13/232010 11.52am

quoted from someone's blog!

"This is what I really feel now and towards you. (For his girlfriend)

Deep in my heart,
I miss you time to time because you’re always running on my mind.
I hold on tighter to you every moment that passes by because I don’t want to lose you.
I love till my last breathe because you’re my only one in my heart.
I need you in my life because you make me the best of the best.
I hug you because I want you to feel my love and warmth.
I kiss you because I want us to exchange affections and love.
I think of you because you’re my sweetest addiction.
I see your smile, it makes me smile because I know I made you happy.
I see your frown, it makes me worry because I’m afraid I’m the reason that made you upset.

Your love is my drug,
the drug that keeps me going.

I love You!

I hope you feel of how much I feel towards you because I want you to know what I want to express to you from the bottom of my passionate loving heart. ♥ "

2010-12-11T10:35:00.000+08:00

Having the final lap of attachment right now, it passes quite fast but tiring! =(

wanted to blog but currently can't think of what to type!

2010-11-27T23:10:00.000+08:00

i wish that..
i am always happy
i don't cry easily
i don't care so much
i don't whine about things
i don't bother about whatever u do
and i can forget about things that i doesn't want
BUT I CAN'T!

When i was drinking, i started to think about stuff, things that happened and how happy i used to be. its you who always surprised me without fail and made me happy!

2010-11-23T00:27:00.000+08:00

when someone asked me,"how much do you miss you?".

i closed my eyes and walked away.

and i whispered,"so much"

NIGHTS OUT! (:

2010-11-21T17:46:00.000+08:00

Cant believe that attachment is starting tml and it will last for 4 month!
*waived* bye bye my freedom and hope i really hope i can get good results! (:
i will work hard no matter what! =D

Ytd went to HOOTERS!
With charmanie, caroline and e-lin (:
the girls there all wear super short with low cut top! and i saw this girl damn PRETTY and SEXY!
Well, i enjoyed myself there after thinking that my life might fall apart last night!

2010-11-20T12:52:00.000+08:00

Finally, my sister agree to let me her com so i decided to blog something but i click on "new post" that icon, i have no idea what should i type.

Looking back, every single things that u say, every single things that you do, every moment when we are together is so so so HAPPY!

but now..

everything that i do, everything that i say makes u so unhappy!

whatever i have done is blinded by all the anger that u have and all ur imperfection of me.

Dont say the three words after whatever you have said hurt me so badly.

and after last night, i know it all. whatever u felt towards me is because u simply don't understand me at all.

i felt..as though my legs aren't mine! =(

2010-10-10T23:18:00.000+08:00

10th October'2010

And i did replace for my attachment and today is so free but i don know why i felt so tired especially my legs! =(

I wanted to upload photos but i just cant send the photo to the lappy! OH NO!

Last friday 8oct'10 after attachment, i went timbre with charmanie, may and beatrix! (: i love the ambience there! very relaxing. and we order two pizza and drinks. i drank "sex on the beach", recommended by charmanie and it taste AWESOME! (: AND ITS ALSO THE SAME DAY THAT I MADE MY BABY ANGRY! HAHA! MY BAD !

The next day which is 9thOctober'2010, went to watch movie with baby and ate pop eyes!

FirSt time eating it but feel abit disappointed cos the food is like not hot at all but the MASHED POTATO is nice =D

movie quite nice also but can't rmb the name of it!

6thOctober'2010

im 20years old already! (:

i was sick then MC for attachment! went for dinner with baby but the food not very nice! haha =D

and my friends and baby are very sweet! They surprised me with presents and cards! really Love the present alot!

thanks soooo much.

And i definitely enjoyed my day with my friends and baby! (: LOVE!

p.s. when things goes wrong, i wish im gone =(

260910 - billyBomber dinner!

2010-09-28T22:27:00.000+08:00

its my frist time and his first time eating at billybomber and the first time eating the "BOO BOO" CAKE! last time used to buy it for someone else but don get to eat it. =( haha! the cake is nice cos it is soft and smooth. MUST TRY IF U NEVER EAT BEFORE!

well, im having attachment now at raffles hospital and the nurses there are soooo PRETTY! haha =D those patient are so fortunate (X
I REALLY HOPE THAT MY ATTACHMENT WILL END FASTER! left three more week of attachment to my 2 weeks of holiday! WOO HOO! (:
And my weekends are so important now! haha! =D

P.S. Sometimes i wish that im not who i am, sometimes i wish that im emotionless and sometimes i wish that i can dont care so much and things will be easier for me!

the first time! 12sept'2010

2010-09-28T22:14:00.000+08:00

my Naturally shot taken by my baby!

its our first time drinking bubble tea from KOI! as everyone says that its very awesome therefore we give it a try! (:
overall not bad ah! at least can choose the sweetness which made me feel healthier when drinking bubbletea! (=
well, i enjoyed my day with my baby!

p.s. i wish everyday can be as happy as today!

2010-08-30T14:35:00.000+08:00

30august'2010 2.37pm
ny right, im at library studying but in less than one hour, i left and went to eat LJS! im full nOw and im SO SO SO LAZY to study and thurs is my first paper. OMG!

okay! lets get started now! (:
Went PS On 22August as baby wanted to return cable tv but we forgotten to bring remote control. LOL very dumb right? So we decided to watch movie and the movie he said he wanted to watch is expanable! (: very nice action movie! =D
before that we went arcade and we spent less than 10bucks, my baby gotten me something CUTE! loves!

my baby is so hungry so he decided to eat the tail! LOL!

and its the first time that we went to play that fishing game. so we started with 1oocoins and end up we won 3oo coins! i think its beginner luck! (: well, i enjoyed every single bits of time spent with my baby! cos im running out of time!

sometimes happiness is just the surface of everything, when u look indepth, perhaps everything will be different. cos simply because this is life!

IT'S HOLIDAY NOW!

2010-08-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

have been reading ppl reading abOut theeir life, their relationship, etc! Then start tO realized my blog Is.. Dying!
Haha! =D will update my blog aftEr next week, after my tioman trip (: but well, I have no idea who is reading mY blog!

07082010 1.09am

2010-07-12T01:49:00.000+08:00

1.49am 12july'2010 (:
it's late but I'm not asleep yet!
Have got photo but lazy to upload. Haha =D thIs week is a busy week, juSt hope that everything will be Alright! Bless Me!
Later on I will Ba havin NURM class test but I haven't study! LOL hope that I have got tips from friends (X haha
tues -> Napfa test! Wed -> oncoloGy test! Thurs -> Ns5 teSt! OMG thIs is insane la !!
Went to watch despicable me with pooh an sister! And that day I ate te most popcorn in my liFe! =( love salted popcorn. Hee =P
Went to watch predator toDay but I prefer DESPICABLE ME then predator! That tiny yellow thinggy is so cUte la <3

anw, thanks baby for getting me a new bottle oF perfume! (: I was surprised when he says that he wanted to buy for me lor (: love!

P.s. The trap that u set, caught me! And I'm falling too deep Inside now! =(

Relying vs indepenDent

2010-06-30T23:29:00.000+08:00

11.30pm 30june2010

am I relying too much on u? Tell me?
You always come and fetch me and I definitely appreciate it and of course I'm happy about it. Perhaps fetching me from work makes me rely on u more. It makes me want u by my side more!
The more I fall deeper, the more I care an the more I bother. Cos i'm scare of losing! =(
u told me that u are gg for someone's birthday celebration althou u are not close with her. But it's not u. U are someone who don't do such things? Perhaps u changed? I know u definitely enjoyed the accompany of ur friends. Or perhaps we are meeting up too often and u started to feel it's nothing special.
This is life. Perhaps I should be like my friend and just meet up once a week then perhaps u will start to realized or think whether do u still need me in your life.
I'm not perfect but I'm trying to change but u can't see it. Cos the same old blame is always there. Cos I was once that way..

2010-06-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

A few minutes to 27june'2010

I have come to realized things isn't the same anymore!
Sometimes I really wish that I can go back to that day, that time when we kiss and the feeling is eventually different as compared to now.

Perhaps when things doesn't belong to u then u will realized that that someone actually care just that that someone always say the same thing and it become something isn't sweet and thoughtful.

its like finally!

2010-06-17T22:54:00.000+08:00

knowing someone will be like reading a story book.

17072010 10.55pm

finally done with my data entry! its like finally lor! i was so silly that i forget to save and close everything then ended up have to redo! dumb right?

today work for the whole day shift but in between got 3.5hours break and work for 9hours!im feeling so tired =( really really very tired. my muscle ache didnt go off completely!

tml have to work again and its 18thjune'2010 tml..

musCle acHe like hEll!

2010-06-15T22:24:00.001+08:00

15062010 10.25pm

today wake up early. wanted to go jogging but my muscle damn pain! =(

den it rain heavily!

ate aston for lunch (: first time but not very nice.

went work at 6plus but i forget to bring key! =(

off work at 9pm!

just done bathing and time to key in my data collection!

imhungry but i don want to eat cos i dont want to have more meaty meaty!

bye! (:

i don believe marriage can prove anything anymore.

2010-06-14T11:54:00.000+08:00

14june'2010 11.55pm

today is my first day of holiday which is also my sister first day of school! =P
an today guess what?! I went jogging! (: *a clap for myself* went joGging with pOoh pooh! ThanKs for accOmpany me! =D hee!
Just nOw whEn joGging, I cAn feel thy my lunGs are tryIng hard o grasps for mOre oxygen! Abit uncomfOrtable at my right chEst! #.# bUt I'm fIne nOw. MaYbe is bEcause of less haemoglobin leads to Lesser oxygen transport to my lungs and body! Haha =D mEeting baby later fOr lUnch! (: hee.
I want to wath furry vengence! ={

2010-06-12T19:40:00.000+08:00

12062010 7.41pm

today is saturday already means one more day my baby is gg to work already..=(
just now went to IT FAIR then baby bOught sennheiser ear piece for me and himself (: loves! <3
then after that went J.C.O to chill awhile then hOME SWEET HOME!
AND NOW IM BORED! play zombies vs plant. a lame games anyway! haha =D

2010-06-11T16:36:00.000+08:00

11june' 2010 4.38pm
finally! common test is over! (: gotten back my lit review and last night i dreamt that i get 10/20 and true enough whatever happened in my dream last night happened today! kind of creep! >.<
im feeling tired as last night only slept 3hrs but im not asleep yet and the worst thing is i gonna work later! next week will be busy working already! =(
FYP PRESENTATION ON 23thjuly'2010 *OH NO!!!!*
and PRCP and attachment infromation are all up in MEL.
Im scared! =( sometimes i wish that im still a year one student. everyday just go school to sleep in lecture hall. LOL! im a bad student anw!
wanted to go the clinic but ended up everyone is busy. anw im starting to have headache..=(
i feel somehow feel like gg underwater world and dolphin logoon cos i nv go before! so pathetic can!
hmmm. byeeee! anw i feel like shopping but im break! its GSS NOW! *CRIED*
i really really hope things will be better for us >.<

2010-06-07T20:13:00.000+08:00

07062010 8.30pm

finally fIrst paper over (: im relieved! althought some question i cannot do But at lEast i can get a C? bUt there is stIll One mOre papEr On frIday =( NURSING MANAGEMENT! DON LIKE!
but FyP Data cOllection stIll got lOng wAy to go! #.#
actually nOthing mUsh to blOg also. (:

im lOoking fOrward to gO THE CLINIC sOon! (:

sUshiiii (:

2010-06-05T22:14:00.000+08:00

05062010 10.15pm

today went to Wei Han's house to make sushi!! (: its the my first time making sushi and it taste good! gUess, we (hanyo, wendy, pooh pooh) enjoyed ourselves (X Hee =P the One On tOp is maDe by me.
wendy, hanyo and pooh went to watch movie -> nightmares at the elm street at 9.15pm slot.
heard from my friend that its quite sCary + disgusting!
hanyO........
i took his snoopy out without him knowing then guess it upset him! =( snoopy is too cute! it looked like a PHONE! haha =D hmmm. hope we will meet up soon!
sleep earLy ba (:
gOodnight! headIng for mOvie sOon.

2010-06-04T22:27:00.000+08:00

04062010 10.29PM

Managed to upload some photo just now (: but acTually stIll got alot mOre..!
tOday i wenT to the zOo wiTh babY <3 and the unfoRtUnate thIng is tHat it rAin!! sOmemOre i nEver bRing umbrElla THeN BoTH oF uS Were Drenched anD Our shOes are weT! =(
The pOlar bEar is so cUte i jUst sImply fEel like tOuching it (: hee =p
have gOt an enjOyable day tOday bUt its very tiRing alsO! >.<

wEll, mOnday is alReady my cOMMon tEst bUt im stIll in relAxing mOde! haha =D DIE!
TML WIlL BE gG HANYo HouSe to make sUshi. hopE that it wiLl be fUn thEn niGht time sHoUld be waTching Nightmares at the eLm strEEt! (X wOoooooo. iTs M18 anD im nOt UnderaGe! =D

Will be wOrking foR nOkia sOon starTing wOrk On 18jUne at jUrong pOint =} hOpe everythIng wiLL Be fIne (: and im In Love wIth mac cAfe dOuble chOco! <3 and im lOoking fOrward to the nExt fIshing trip and 18062010! (:
got to enD here! gOodnight.

p.s. im glad to have u in my life ("v") hold me tight

2010-06-04T22:15:00.000+08:00

04062010
Finally i knOw how to make chEesecake wIThOut ovEn (: its Oreo chEesecake! hee =P
I Made thIs snOopy Oreo chEesecakE on 28may'2010. Veryy Cute riGht!!!! (:

2010-06-04T22:02:00.001+08:00

One yEar annivErsary phOtos (: went QueenstOwn ate the very nIce cUrry rIce and lAksa then wenT to the arCade to plAy a very Old schoOl gamE HAHA =D QuIte FuN. ThEn wenT ikEa foLLowed by jUrong pOint to make cake! <3
baBy thAnks fOr the pHoto frAme! (: dIdnt exPect u to dO suCh thIng!! (X

2010-06-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

lOves!

2010-06-04T21:38:00.001+08:00

04062010 9.55pm
sEntosa trIp On 5thMay2010 (:

2010-05-30T09:47:00.000+08:00

30thOctOber2010 9:55am

Hmm nEver Been uploading photo cos I'm not using lappy to bloG!
BaD nEws! My phOne sPeaker spoil! =( anD tml is mY practical eXam! I'm nOt prepared! OH NO!!!
So. Start Off wIth 28thMay2010.
I waS daMn mOody dUe to sOme cOmmunication bReakdOwn and unDerstandin issuE. That Day just sEems to bE a sTay hOme Day.
I reaLized I nEed sOmeone I hEar me Out cOs kEeping things to mYselF is so mIserabLe! I Cried. =(
WenDy at fIrst kEep pyco me go toWn bUt nOt in the mOod then alSo dOn fEel likE bEing the Extra One bTw thEm
BUt enDed decideD to mEet up for diNner! =] i bOUght alOng a vEry cUte snOopy cheeseCake! UploAD sOon (: ate at xIn WanG aNd we deCideD tO gO fishIng! First TIme anD I Was lOoking fOrward tO it (: wEnt to bouGht sQuid as bAit! TitbIts fOr us anD bAsicaLly hAnyo was like bAby sitter! And me and Wendy is the bAby! LOL =D waiTed wEndy at lOt 1 cOs sHe wanNa cHange lEns and stuFf. Me and hanYo walK arD lot 1 and decided tO chill at rooftOp! (: GOT COCKROACHHHHHHH...! Later hE pUlling me. Thanks gOd >.<
ThEn hEad tO hanYo house, Get prepAre, watcH lOst taPe! (: fishing at 11plUs to 3am? No fish =( bUt nEw expErienCe! I waNt to gO AgAinnnnnn! AnW gOt thEir two frienDs! ThEn waLked hOme, bAth, watCh gHost lAb bUt faLlen aslEep! =( guEss hanYo anD wenDy havE lots Of fUn! =D anD pOoh sprAined hIs ankle! Get weLl sOon!
Cab hOme at nine plUs, baTh, mEet babY for Zoo! BUt alOt oF pPls sO decIded nOt to gO! HEaded tOwn instead to gEt his altEred jEans, AtE tOri Q anD bacOn and cheese, wenT waLk walk, chill at cEdele! (: drAnk iCe chOlcolate, bAby drAnk vallina cUppacIno, nOt that awesome afTer aLl! J.C.O anD stARbUck is bEtter =] *thUmbup* hEe. BabY paiD for the whole dAy expenSes! >.< I Only paiD for choco! thAnks baby! Love <3 afTer that Went hOme, sOmething saD haPpened, criEd tIll Eyes sO swolLen! =(
TOday gg tO watch mOvie wiTh babY an it's mY trEat! (: deciDe to eaT iCE cream too lAter! (:
ByEeeee! (:

2010-05-28T13:35:00.000+08:00

28mAy'2010 1:40pm

Finally, my interview for my wpd Is over! (: but I know I didn't do well cos I was out if point! (X
And Monday is my practical exam! OmG. WondEr if I cAn ScOre or not. =(
If u Ask me if I'm fine? I will tEll u. I gUess so? Cos my lIve is consistenCe. A fEw Day of nOrmal of happy Day + sOme Arguement anD UnhaPpiness. I'm tiRed. =( gg thrU all thOse Days jUst seems unfOrgEtable. I dOn wAnt thOse mEmories. U arE innOcent, sO am I. I'm not the bEst, I'm nOt gOod enOugh coS my Ear chOoses WorDs thAt shE wanna hEar. If unwanTed anD mEan wOrds is a "No No" to hEr. Cos it hUrts. I always RejEct u anD dOn wanT u nOt becAuse I dOn lOve u iT's becAuse I thInk u will be hAppIer wiTh someOne else, wiTh sOmeone who diDn't gO thrU all thOse stUff, with sOmeOne who knOw u the waY u aRe nOw. SOon, u wiLl mEet more Ppl, mayBe ppl whO will whO will bRing u lOng tErm of happiness, lauGhter anD joY. Even if I cAn't bEar to lEt u gO, I will lEt gO. I'm reAaly tIred sO do u cos we dOn undErstand eacH other.

Anw we havE made oReo cheeseCake last weEkenD I think! It's nIce. IT's a sUccess! (: I Went interview fOr nokia anD I gOtten thE jOb. Should I Feel hAppy? I'm scAred thAt I cAn't cOpe with my stuDies. #.#
And Im dOing nothing nOw, I'm aLl alOne.

2010-05-08T01:02:00.000+08:00

1:04am 08052010 #.# I'm tireD. Pls stOp taLkinG to mE in thAt tOne anD plS stOp sayIng sorry.

HavE nOt beEn bLoggIng cOs I havE beEn bUsy wIth scHool, wOrk anD hIm.
AftEr sChool reoPen, EveryDaY sEems so tirIng aNd thIs already enD of thiRd Week! It's dAmn fAst!
I havE decided tO study hArd bUt sEems like the mOtiVatiOn is dYinG oFf.....=(
I hvE to rUn faster thAn time or elSe I wOn't be abLe to catCh up! I'm stUck at my lIteratUre reView! STUPID ME =(

AnW, by rIght I havE lOts of pHotos thaT are sUpposed to upload iT hEre bUt weLl.. I'm laZy plUs tiRed! =( hoWever aLl the piCture in my fcEbOok aLready! (: On weD jUst went senTosa! I'm bUrn! So itChy pluS pAin.
I alSo have lOts of fun wiTh hIm but somehOw things chAngEd! ThAnk fOr everythIng bAby! (:
ThAnks fOr Ur bIg bIg lOLlipop! ThE biGgest one I evEr recEived! ThAnks for aLl thoSe cUte stuFf that bRighten Up my daY. LOves!

ThIs weEkenD DIE DIE must fIniSh my lIt revIew! ThEn wOn't bE meetIng hIm. Think for thE paSt few days u havE seen enOugh of me.

SOmetImes I wOnder....if I shOuld.....

2010-04-19T01:05:00.000+08:00

YoU always says that i dOn understand u then perhaps u can tell me how much u understand me?
It's my anger thAt makes me says all those cRuel stuff to u cOs u are cruel too cruel to me.
1:09am

2010-04-18T23:11:00.000+08:00

11:14pm 18042010

Just nOw we was veRy haPpy, isn'T it? ThE lasT fEw Days wE enjOyed oUrselvEs too?
WhY my haPpinEss is alWays so shOrt?
Why mY happiNess iS alWays lInk with saDness?
I thot everYthIng waS fIne? I thOt thE lAst Day bEfOre the One weEk bReak shOuld enDed wiTh huGgs and a gOodbYe kiss?
I hAve gOt nothIng but tEars anD hEavY hEarT.
WhAt's wrOng? It wAs mY fAulT?
PErhAPs.. SOmeone cAn teLl me?

2010-04-15T21:31:00.000+08:00

9.32pm 15april'2010

IlOveyOu BabY (:

lOvIng hIm isnT A liE

2010-04-14T01:59:00.001+08:00

14april2010 1:49am

tryIng to uplOad phoTo fOr ytd bReakfast at mAC BuT Its takIng a lOng time tO lOad! =( WTH!

HaVe got aN enjOyaBle daY wIth hIm arOund bUt tOo baD That im wOrking at 7pm Or elSe cAn havE DinnEr tGt! =(

Life aRe fUll Of uP anD downs bUt i wIll try tO hOld On u anD WaLk On..(:

sOmetImes hAppinEss iS jUst thE cOvEr uP fOr sadnEss.

mY phOtos (:

2010-04-11T18:45:00.000+08:00

Our sUshi trIp (: we havE gOt lOtsa fUn that daY! aNd as cOmpared to that Yew tEe 99cEnts sUshi, thIs suShi buFfet is mUch chEaper! (X ToTaL bIll was $32+ bUt yEt thAt tIme at yEw tEe was $48+.

U

moOVie tIme! ClasH Of the tItans! Quite nIce!

enD Of an enYoyabLe day!

2010-04-09T11:34:00.000+08:00

im baCk to BLoG (:
I FAll sIck anD fEver FoR 4 DAYS! MY DoC AT First thOt that iTs denGue! bUt im finE NoW.
at fIrst wanTed to UplOad sOme pHoto bUt CAnnOt! =( nvM thEn nExt tIme!
anW, mY BaBy cAn waLk alReadY (: (: SoO HApPy fOr hIm.
thE daY b4 yTd, we weNt fOr mOvie + sUshi bUffet trIp at cAuseway pOint. hee =p havE gOt aN enjOyaBle daY we waTch clAsh Of tItans In 3D. hee (:
rEcenTly i wENt fOr sOme reSearCh thIngGy thEn Have gOt exTra incOme bUt sEemS likE finIshIng sOon cOs i Gg rebOnd my hAir! hAppy lOr!
sOoN SCh gG To REopen aNd i WiLL be yEar 3! daMn fASt =( im scAred thAT i Cant cAtch uP im scARed thAt i cANt dO weLl! >.< im sCare of sO mani sTuff!!!!! i scAre thAt my bABy......
hMmm, im lOoking fOrward to gO watCh mOvie wiTh baby On wweD HoPEFully by thEn my cOugh recOver anD IT WIll Be my trEat On that dAy (:
reCently the weAther is freakIng hOt =( cAnnot takE IT!!!!!
Gt tO enD herE (:

P.S. MY LIFE CONSIST OF U AND ME ("v")

2010-03-22T20:45:00.001+08:00

22thmarch2010 8:45pm
hey (: Never bEen bloGging cOs of my attachment! Thot like poSting at IMH can slaCk abIt bUt I wAs wrOng. The fiRst day I'm already sTress likE hell =( jUSt 4mORe days to gO!
AttacHment cAuses pImples OutbreAk and alSo my eyEs baG is likE bIgger than mY eyEs! =.= WTH.
Anw I dIdn't do weLl fOr exAm tOo anD yEar tHree tImetAble likE shIt >.< OMG! lEssOn alMost aLl enDin at 6pm =(
reALly hOpe that I can sCored 3.5 fOr my yEar three GPA bUt seeMs impOssible cOs nOw onLy 2.8 #.#
anD lasT saT wenT to waTch mOvie -> how tO trAin a dragOn 3D. Ilove TOOTHLESS (X suPer cUte de.
I alSo went tO taKe bLood tEst anD mY hB is stIll lOw aNd lymPhacytes is slIghtly highEr. NoW On suPplement aNd doC wiLl revIew agAin afTer 3 mOnths (: I wiLl be fIne!
WiLl updaTe agaIn afTer my attAchment (: gOodnIte.
Lots Of lOve ("v") B...!

2010-03-07T17:56:00.000+08:00

7th mArch 2010 6PM

jUst wOrk Up frOm afTernOon nAp *yAwns!*
tHe weAThEr is fReakiNg hOt!!!!!!!!!!!
it have been quite some times since i blog bUt i woNder whO reAd my blOg nOwadaY? Only hIm i gUess (: havE beeN quIte bUsy wIth aTtACHmeNt! ANd ItS is kIllIng mY lEgs! mY lEgS ArE AcHinG anD it havE bEen tWo Days bUt stIll acHinG! THe WoRst thIng is thEre is stILL THReE WeEks tO gO.. BuT WeLL, Im lOoking fOrward to my IMH Attachment! (X cOnfIrm vEry intEreStIng! it seEms inTeresTinG wOrking at IMH! ANd SHoULD I siGn bOnd wIth thEm? *infLuenCe by eLin* bUt theN wOrking thEre wiL Lose aL the nUrsing skIlls!
ToDAY Wanted to meet aH baO fOr bReakfaSt bUt i dIdnt wAke up earLy enOugh fOr bReakfaST So EndEd uP mUnched a bRead! tOday was suPer bUsy lOr! OMG! NeaRly dIed bUt at lEaST GoT JoANne! (: fIrst tIme wOrking wIth hEr! (: anD alSo i gOtten mY paY TodAY ALTHoUGH its lEss thAn 150 bUt im sAtISfied! (: cOs at lEAST CaN USEd To BuY CoNCeSSiOn! hmM, have beEn sPendIng vEry lItt tIme wIth bf and FrIends. anD FrIEnDS ShOuldnt be nEgLeCTED Too! *thAts whAT eLin sayS*. HEE =p
Gg To HAve mY earLy Dinner anD mEetIng mY sIster latEr at Cck.

P.S. i wiLl nEveR lET U DoWn (:

Im baCk (:

2010-02-24T01:28:00.000+08:00

24th Feb 2010 01:42 am

fInally Can upLoad pHotos! loTs Of thInGs haPpened bUt dOnt thInk wiLl be taLking abOut it (:

20TH feB 2010

mY sIs 21st bIrthDay! (: weNt tOwn!

my sIs anD i sIttIng at shaW hOuse therE rOtting! @.@

WhIle waIting fOr trAin!! (X

baObi LIPS! but whY my hAir got pArting! eeE!

sOmehOw i lIke thIs phOto alOT! (:

hanyO anD Me! weLl, im gOnna saY sOmethIng!

he iS CuTe! (: haHa =D

aLl Of Us ceLebrated my sIs bIrthday! (:

bUt i dOn nOe her fRiEnds!

thaT daY BefOre nEw YeAr i waS arrAngIng my stuFf thEn i realIzed thaT I HAVe One whOle paCk Of thIs cUte lItt thInggy! SUPER CUTE! thaNks to rIchsOn anD mySElF! HAHA =D

NoT FoRgettin my bAby, hE caUght One bIg One fOr me aT bUgis! anD itS on my beD NoW.

ThIs drEss i regRetted for nOt buyIng =( whEn i deciDed to bUy,nO mOre stOck!

DISAPPOINTED! =( Its 49.90! wOrth it?

hmmM, ThIs is my "pOngpOng"!

haI =( iTs gOne nOw...

5th fEb 2010

my bAby gOtten thE ORD CERT! i rEad thE tEstimOnial! verY gOod cOmments Lor! dIdnt knOw my babY So harDwOrking anD mOtivatEd in caMp!

anD nOw my bAby is a MAN! =D

thIs phoTo is befOre mY babY CuT HaiR! (x afTer cUttIng hAir is cUter! (: lOves!

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hmM, FinaLly i gOtten mYself a FRED PERRY shOes! laSt pIece lOr cOs my sIze fOr uk Only 3.5 =D ItS 119BucKs!

anW, FrIday is my lAst Paper! =D ANd nExt weeK wiLl be mY attacHment alReadY! =( and ItS at KKH anD IMH! I DoN EvEn nOe hOw to gO IMH!!!!! @.@

UpDate mOre On sOme oTher daYs! (:

gOodnIght!

P.S. BaBy u Are iRrEPLAcaBle! (: im tIe-ing u tO me! lOve

2010-02-11T00:22:00.000+08:00

11 feb' 2010 12:23Am

*SIGH!* WaNted to lOad phOto buT BlUetOoth nOt wOrking =(

havIng vEr baD rashEs nOw! arGh!!!!

imIssyOu sOooo mUch!

QuIck uPdates! (:

2010-02-08T00:29:00.000+08:00

8thfEb'2010 12:32am

A fEw hOurs mOre, I havE to wakE up for scHool! =( PAS PRESENTATION! #.#
I'm rEally tireD!

On saT nIght (060210) stArted doinG my elaHa assIgnment anD paS presentation slIdes. EndEd up slEeping at 3+ AM! @.@
thEn wAke uP at ard 9am upOn hEarIng a bad nEws anD I sTarted cRyinG! =(
a fEw daYs baCk, my daD brOught a bIrd baCk. He fOund it On the fLOor strUggling anD he bElieved thAt of drOpped frOm the trEe. leG fracTureD! CannOt stanD at aLl.
It's smaLl. FeD the bIrd wIth rIce or prOrriDge. FIrst daY saW the bIrd, the fEathers nOt fUlly grOwn bUt afTer fEedIng fOr 4 to 5 dayS, the fEather becOme alot bUt stIll cannOt fLy! I nAme it "ponGpOng". It'S extrEmely cUte. I'm alWays the oNe whO fEd ponG poNg bUt it Died. I reAlly dOn knOw whY. =( *soB*
Went sEntosa wiTh elAine and ethEl On 050210. Quite fUn! Main purpoSe is to sUn tanned! (X bUt end uP I havE gt hEat rash >.< veRy iTchy! arGh!
On tuEs 020210, I waS sIck! HavIng feVer and fLu! >.< deSpite that, I Went to aCc hIm anD also weNt to wOrk! (: I'm respOnsible de Okay! (X
Mc fOr twO days! (: tues anD weD! on tueS nIte, jUstin sUdden tOld me thaT it's NS3 presentatIon On weD bUt nOne of the GrOup mEmbers dId anythIng sO have tO rUsh it Out on tues nIte bUt I didn't wEnt for pResentatIon =[
moNday 010210 PRACTICAL EXAM!
PASSED! But......waS tOld thAt the infOrmation tOo liTtle! #.# DIE!
TIme to sleep! (: wIll upLOad photo sOon!
P.S. baby u arE sO ...........! HuGg

finaLly haVe gOt the tIMe to blOg (:

2010-01-27T17:11:00.000+08:00

28th Jan'2010 01:43am

i lOve Ang Chee SianG!

jUst beIng ranDom =P

when he iS yOung! (: sO cUte riGht! =D

the 4 lEtter wOrds t descRible Us (:

On 23th Jan'2010

wEnt vIvo wIth yIjia, pOoh anD My sIs (: whEre's Han-bI-Ler-bI?

pooH anD me (:

i reaLly lOve thIs phOto! im the phOtographer (x haha!

yiJia anD mY sIster (:

im tryIng to cOver up my uGly pImples anD pOoh cOpy me!

my mEmories becOming bad tO wOrst! caNt rmb stUff! =( bUsy wIth scHool, wOrk anD preSentatIon! STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! and I kePt havIng nIgtmares latEly!

eXams fAll On 20, 22, 26th FeB! Doom Day! LOL!

mOnday is mY NSL praCticaL exAm! =( nOt PrepAred at aLL!

20Th feB Is my sIster bDay! (: shE Is tuRnin 21 thIs yEar.

What tO get For hEr?

got tO enD heRe!

P.S. I JuS Wan T STaY By uR sIde! (:

2010-01-25T12:37:00.000+08:00

12:40pm 25thjAn'2010

I sTarted to thInk....
My liFe is fUll of uP and dOwn. I thOt thAt I wIll stArted tO enjOy my liFe wIth u bUt sOmethIng happEned..
PerHaps gOd is tryIng to tesT hOw strOng oUr lOve is.
ToDay my lEcturer asked, " wHat do u wAnt ppl To rmb U aS whEn u pAssed aWay?".
havE u aLl evEn tHot oF thIs kind of qnS?
THen I sTarted tO wOnder....
Am I making aLl my stUff tOo cOmplIcated fOr myseLf to haNDle?

2010-01-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

23th Jan' 2010 12:11 am

im fEeLinG extRemely tired rIghT nOw bUt mY stUff arE Not dOne yet! mY nSl pracTical exAm On paTient edUcation jUst seemed tO have sO mUch stUff to dO! im rUnning oUt of timE BuT Im gG oUt tml lOr (: yEah! lIke fInally Gg oUt bUt im brOke!

tOday bY rIght wOrking frOm 2.30 to 5.30 an 7 to 9pm but wHen i rUshed anD cab dOwn to wOrk thEn tHey toLD me thAt i m Only wOrking On niGht shIft anD no One inforM me! sO pIssEd oFf lOr! =( tOday is thE 5th Day Of wOrk bUt im stIll kInd Of blUrr! =( haHa!

sO.. i gOnna UplOad sOme pHoto! (:

thIs is mY bReakfast fOr tOday (: Only $1.80

Oday we wEarin cOuple tOp! hee =P the evIl tWins! Oh yA! She is SYLVIA (:
SAme cLass, sTayIng at sAme bLk tOO!

I LoOk sO faT! cOs im weArIng lOts Of layErs Of clOthinG la! thIs imaGe is fOr mY ns4 viDeO And IM acTinG As sO mEntal dIsorDer patIent! =D haHa!

thIs iS IzzatI (: anOther "siAo" paTient! shE DAmN GoOD In acTing la!

last bUt nOt lEast, hE dID ThIs anD mMs me lOr dEspItE His hAnd is kInd Of weAK! sO cUte la! lOve! (X

AnW, HAn tOld my sIS that hE was diSAppOinted whEn he dOesnt have a bEar fOr hIs bIrthday! haha =D wIll gEt One fOr u sOon! (: prOmiseD!
Hee =P nOw im woNdering whO read mY blOg? LOL!
GoOdnIght! hUgGsssssssssssssssssssss!

2010-01-19T23:51:00.000+08:00

19th JAN'2010 11:51PM

Ytd i waS FrEaking emO! But I Have tUned baCk to mY nOrmal seLf! (: iTs aLl abOut pLannIng. Am i riGht? (X

My lOve thAnks fOr ASking uR brO to seNd me hOme! desPite of uR incOnvenIent, u tagGed ALoNg tO seNd mE hOme!

my lOve i jUst wAnna saY......

thIs Is mOuld bY me! CuTe riGht? hUggs!

gg tO lOad sOme oUtdatEd phOto thAt are takEN oN 14th Jan'2010 (:

phOto Taken duRing physiOthErapy! (:

smIlinG wIth tEeths agAin! haha =D wiThOut tEeths iS Nicer riGht? =P

AFtEr phYsiOthErapy, wEnt to eaT tEppanyAki wIth his sIster anD BRo PLuS TheIr gF anD bf (:

hIs bRo anD gF! (:

as UsuAl, i atE The chIcken One wIth frIed rIce anD CHa-wHa-mUShi! (: haaHa =D

anD.. He atE The bEef One! (: ThaT's aLl cOs i dOn reAlly likE to take phOto! (:

baCk!

Eh! sOon i gUess i wiLL be deBarred frOm eXam lOr! hOw hOw? fOr 8am lEssons, i jUst cAnt wakE Up On tIme >.< hee ="p" omg ="{">

gOodnIght! (:

P.S. I JuS lOve sPending mY tIme wIth u! HuGgs!

2010-01-19T01:16:00.000+08:00

1:18am 19jAn2o10

Can u gUys jUst stOp jUdging me baSed On whateveR u gUys fEel. To u aLl, I'm alWays in the wrOng anD have u aLl thOt of mY fEeling?
YOu gUys wIll nEver undeRstand hOw I fEel. I have enOugh! EnOugh of everyThinG. AlWays talk behInd mY baCk assUming that I cAn't hEar or u gUys thOt that yOu are sPeaking soFtly? NOw I thInk kEep quIet is whAt I gOing to dO nOw cOe argUe-inG is not gG to work anD u gUys wiLl jUst have thIs thInking that I'M jUst stUbborn and iGnOrant. #.#
And whEn u are bRoke, u havE mum to sPonsoRed u bUt I have nO One. U guys jUst dOn knOw how helPless I am. =(

I'm sOrry mY dEar! =( I kEpt stUff to mYself cOs I diDn't want to add On to uR burden. JUst waNt u to be haPpy (: AlThou crYing doesn't chanGe any faCt, proBlems stiLl exiSt bUt poUring my hEart out wIll deFinitely makEs me fEel bEtter! Crying makes my sOul fEels liGhter! (:
I'm fIne! (: jUst be there fOr me.
I'm sO hungRy nOw..={ I last atE at eleVEn plUs am bUt there arE snAcks in btw! =[ my stOmach is cOmplainiNg!
I'm miSsing u so mUch riGht nOw. I nEed huggs so badly right nOw >.<
gOodnighT!

2010-01-18T19:41:00.000+08:00

07:41pm 18Jan2010

Hey! mY cUtie haPpy 8th MonTh-nivErsary (: mAy Us lASt till thE EnD. HEE =P xOxO!

i rEalizEd liFe is gEtting mOre and mOre tOugh, i have nO IdEa hOw lOng i wiLl be abLe to hanDle aLl thIs. mY liFe jUst Sucks. i havE To handLE Everything incLuding my studiEs, exPenses, wOrk, scHool feeS BAsIcally everyThing inclUding my lOve Ones. im jUst..
im reAlly bad in hanDling aLL thIs stUff. whaT am i sUspose tO do?
i jUst havE To stAy stRong anD hanG On.

i dOn nEEd anyOne to piTy me bUt i knOw my lIfe caNt cOntinue thIs way..

2010-01-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

13jAn'2010 11:17pm

I knOw u waS unhAPpy wIth all thOse arGuement. =( pERhaps bOth oF us aRe insEcuRe thAt's whY.
ImsoRry! >.< iT's aLl my fAult. I'M JUST A LOSER IN RELATIONSHIP!
StOp caLlIng mE tO lEave whEn u wAnts me tO sTay!
BeCause One daY pErhaps I wiLl waLk Out of ur lIfe to Let u thInk whAt u rEally Want.
Me? SOmeone elSe? Or......I dOn't knOw.

For U!
BOth Of us is tIed wIth a strIng.
It wIll rEmaIn tiGht unLess u cHoose tO lOosen iT.
ILU (:

2010-01-09T00:17:00.000+08:00

9th Jan'2009 00:18 (:

Its YEAR2010!!!!!

first weeks of school, i skipped lectures and tutorials despite the first day of school i say i wanna study hard! haha =D

I REALLY SHOULD STUDY HARD AND STOP SKIPPING LESSONS COS MY RESULTS SUPER BAD!

My Plan For This Year! (:

-Study Hard And Get Good GPA

-Get A Stable Part Time Job!

- After Having A Stable Income, Go And Get Car Licence!

-Go Lots Of Places With Him And Of Course Hope That He Love Me More!

-Hope That Some Of My Meaty Meaty Will Be Gone (X *HEALTHY LIFESTYLE!

-Not To Be Late For School.

*today went for interview and gotten this clinic assistance job (: i am really happy! woo.

working hours : 2.30pm to 5.30pm or 7pm to 9pm

working hours are short but to me its a prefect job so that i still have my time with Him.

photo taken today (: but i think the mini notebook camera is really BAD! LOUSY!

Basically what i have to complete ASAP is my NSL and ELAHA!!!!! STOP BEING LAZY!

Can u guys c the smiling face on the leg?

Just Wanna Tell u Guys, No Matter How Bad Life Is, We Must Learn To Smile! (:

GoodnIgHt!

Lots Of Love.

2009-12-30T23:07:00.000+08:00

30decemBer2009 11:08pm
EveryThing chanGed. It'S alreAdy One mOnth plUs.
Memories scAttered everywhere. WhereVer I gO, thEre's alWays meMories of u anD me (:
WeLl, u bEtter jIayou and get weLl sOon! I'm waiTing fOr yOu to hOld me wiTh ur righT hanD.

2009-12-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

CurrEntly at maLacca 7:40pm 26deC'2009
Today jUst reachEd bUt will be leaving tMl cOs mUm caN't ReQuest fOr oFf On mOn =(
I'm extremely tired ##. Had been wAlking the whOle day. The purpOse of me hEre is to pray my granDma bUt nOt holiday =(
imisshIm. I reAlly hOpe that he is bY my side Cos he cAn mOtivate me (: right nOw siTting On the beD anD watchin tv bUt I reaLly feel like slEeping. LOoking fOrward to later! Later gg to the pasamalam. Hopefully can gEt sOme stuFf back? Haha =D I haven't baTh so smElly #.# hee (: anw. HAPPY BIRThDAY kERriE!!!!!!
ByeS.

I dOn't undErstand at aLl

2009-12-24T12:59:00.000+08:00

24deCember2009 1:15pm
Why do I alWays have to decIde whEther I wan tO go oUt with mY siS and frIends or spendIng time wIth hIm?
ThE faCt is I alreaDy hve beeN spendInG vEry liTtle tiMe wIth hIm and sPend aLmOst all my time with my sistEr. WhY is she askIng for so mUch? WhY can'T she jUst apprecIate? AlwaYs being sacAstIc and angry over liTtle liTtle stuFf! PLEASE I'm a human bEing With fEelings.
When she is enjOyin herselF wiTh her friEnds hve she thot Of me? She dIdn't! onLy when she is bOred when sHe have no accOmpany thEn she will cOme to me caLl me to go out wIth her thEn I hve to canCel my plAns?
LiFe Is alWays unfaiR

2009-12-21T01:03:00.000+08:00

21thDecemBer'2009 01:05am
phOtOs!!!! (:

stEambOat bUffet On 12 dEcembEr2009 wIth haN, pOOh anD mY sistEr!

thiS phOto is takEn lasT WEeK WhEn we aRe eatIng stEambOat bUffEt! thEn its pOoh pOoh whO caLled me To pOse thIs waY! haha =D

thIs lItt bOy vEry cUte hOr! anD weIhan waS starIng at hIm (:

haha =D pOoh wIth bOtak hEad =p LOL! he tryIng to acT CuTe!

mE wIth mY marShmaLlow pIgGy nOse ^-^v

mY favOurite pIctUre (: im thE phOtograPher!

haN anD Me (:

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20thdEcembEr2009 (: tOwn cUm mOvie Day! haN, pOoh anD My Sister anD rIchsOn!

at Han's hSe theY PLayIn pS3. *whiLe waItinG fOr mOvie tO stARt* thEy havE lOts Of expReSSions! d:

mY sIS tOOk phOto wIthOut me knOwing! *sleepy*

afTer mOvie, wIth Our 3D spEcts (:

----------------------------------------------------------------------thE enD! (:

2009-12-20T04:13:00.000+08:00

20decembEr2009 04:15am
Have nOt bEen bLogging fOr quite awhIle due tO attacHment and Have bEen sPending aLl my frEe tIme wIth him (:
ReasOn why I'm nOt aslEep right nOw cOs jUst nOw wenT to waTch lAte nIght mOvie wiTh Han, pOoh anD mY sister! The mOvie caLl AVATAR! =] the mOvie is daMn nIce! The efFect is gOod. Omg I reaLly lOve it! Hee =P
SpEnd 13hrs oUtside! Met pOoh and Han at 2plus at Cck. As uSual we arE late! >.< oOps! TheN tOok 190 tO toWn. WenT to eaT Bbq chIcken (: thEir kOrean charbrOiled is sUper duPer nIce (: *drOolinG* hee. TheN richsOn reacHed. He paSsed me sOme stuff thaT he bOught for me duRing thailanD triP and I reaLly lOve it. GOt one tshIrt is gReen! *favOurite coLour* then on the tshIrt itself iT stated, "vEry cOld nEed huG". So cute lOr! After tryIng On jUst nOw, it quIte fItting! saDded. Is because I becOme fat! *SAD* even sInce 22nOvember2009 tiLl now, have bEen sleep fOr like leSs thAn 4hOurs almost fOr evEry nIte *SHAG* pErhaPs I shOuld stArt to exercIse. Hee =P coS I die dIe also mUst slIm abIt to wEar that tshIrt! (: wenT tO uniQlo. Han anD me bOught a plAin tshirt. Cos it cOst only $9.90. HahahA =D ovEraLl I did enjoy mYSelf (: thAnks hAn for thE jaCket anD snOopy! Hee =P
I reaLized I really nEed to staRt searChing for a jOb! Cos I'm really BROKE! #.# anD thIs is the fiRst time I failed my cOmmon tEst cOs I nevEr stUdy >.< sIan. HavE to bUck up already!!! =.=
hMm. ToDay dIdn't wenT to vIsIt hIm and I fEel kind oF weIrd >.< hIs mEmory isnt aS gOod as lAst time. He tenD tO forget abOut liTt liTt stuFf. But he alWays saYs that it's hIs hEadacHe that cAusing hIm to fOrget about stUff. ThEre's nOthing I can do jUst hOpe that he wiLl be hapPy. he is gG for oPeratIon agaIn anD I'm so afRaid thaT he miGht foRget abOut me agAin. Hai =( I'm reaLly tirEd.......! GOodnighT.
PaRt of me is haPpy anD pArt of mE is saD. I jUst don't WaNna thInk abOut it! I nEed huggs right nOw. >.<
My bloGg is frEaking wOrdy! WiLl upload some photos sOon! =}

2009-12-12T08:52:00.000+08:00

8.45am 11decEmber2009
I'm feEling sO tiRed reAlly tIred >.< I sleeP fOr arOund 8hoUrs? BUt the pasT fEw nIte Only arOund 3-4hoUrs of slEep.
AnYwAy, if u Get to reaD thIs poSt, I'm teLling u I'M CHUAWEITING I'M NOT HER!
I nV angRy that u cAlled wrOng naMe, I'm jUst saD. I'm reAlly reaLly saD. ThEre mUst be mEmories Of her rUnning thrOugh ur mInd thaT's whY u KEep rememberIng hEr namE. PerHaps I dIdn't caUses anY impaCt in uR liFe. No One to bLame bUt mYself.
I dOn mInd tO takE caRe of yOu. I dOn mInd to baTh, to fEed, tO hOld yOu (: sO u mUst take gOod cAre Of urseLf. (: sOme thing haPpen fOr sOme reasOn if we puLl thrOugh thIs tgT u wiLl be strOngEr. No maTter what haPpened, u havE me. For nOw I knOw I wOn't leavE u unlesS u dOn love me anymOre. SometimEs I hOpe thAt I wIll faLl anD knoCk my heaD so thAt I wiLl fOrget abOut u calling her nAme when I'm riGht besiDe u. I'm reaLly tirEd! I dOn waNt to be emO >.< can sOmeOne taKe emO away frOm me..

2009-12-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

StArted bLoggInG at 11:57pm 8deCember'09
Days thaT im lOoking fOrward to...
10 dEcember'09, 11deC, 15 anD 16 DeC - cOs I wiLl be abLe to SeE u afTer my attacHment (:
18 DecembEr'09 mOnth-nivErsary? LasT day of atTachMent! =D
25 deCEmber'09 a daY to spenT wIth lOve Ones! (:
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Frankly speaking, it's a fact tHat I always lOok forward to see u =D that's whY I always caB over! I'm reallY brOke nOw!!
ReaLly glaD that u cAn gO hOme (: I knOw u mUst be haPpy tOo!
PerhaPs I shouldn't thInk too mUch I'm realLy tiRed =(
I always heaR whaTeveR stuff that my friend say abOut her bF and her stuff, I'm always very envy! >.<
I always hOpe that that accIdent didn't haPpened bUt my friend tOld me, "there mUst be a reasOn why suCh thing haPpen.".

I'm fEeling sO cOld nOw........

2009-12-05T06:56:00.000+08:00

6:57am 5thdECembEr2009 (:
I'm mIssinG u sOo mUch thaT u aPpearEd in mY drEam.
LiFe wiThOut u iS likE the eaRth wiThout a sUn =(
IlOveyOu my beLoved. HuGgs! I'm sOrry that I gEt saD ovEr liTt liTt stuff =(
Get weLl sOon (X maUck!

2009-12-03T23:14:00.000+08:00

11.17pm 3rd December2009
Once agAin haPpy bIrthday ANG CHEE SIANG! (:
Eh! Faster wEar that frEd pErry shIrt and go oUt tgt! HOpe u likE the cOokies althOu it's haRd =.=

Tml is the laSt paper anD it'S like FINALLY! =D buT I reGreTted fOr nOt stUdyinG fOr nsL, ns3 anD ns4 >.< bUt iT's ovEr I cAn't do anyThinG anymOre. WhEnever I trIed to stUdy, he jUst kEep appearing in my mInd! >.< arEn't yOu tiRed of wonDering in my mInd? Haha! I'm tiRed. ReaLly tiRed! =( I haTe mYself fOr beinG paranOId but I just cAn't heLp it cOs lItt liTt jUst aFfecTs me. KnoWing that whEn u wAke up, u onLy rmb hEr. How wOuld I fEel? My hEart scAttered inTo piecEs. It's jUst so fraGile plS hanDle it wiTh caRe. When u teLl me thaT u lOve me, I sTarted to dOubt.. Don't lOve me beCause I take caRe of u anD yOu wanTed to retUrn the favOr baCk to me. Things arE diffErent nOw. >.< plS remOve all my unWanted thOts. I don wanNa caRe! If u lOve her, go fOr it (: u wiLl have my blessinGs. I jUst misses u sO mUch! (: finaLly u are gG hOme!!! (: weLl, gOod for u deN.
U wOn't knOw hOw mUch I crIed whEn somethinG haPpened cos u Nv mE. I crY tIll I fEel thaT I'm dying anD I'm fEeling so helpless at that tIme! Everyday afTer scHool jUst rush to the hospital hOping that u will wakE up and say soMething to me but u didn't. U wouLdn't knOw hOw disaPpointed I'm.
AnW tOday is the oFficiaL reLease Of new mOon! I wan to watCh!!! AnyOne?
It's likE I nv gO watCh mOvie for a lOng time cOs all thE time I have is given to u. JuSt gEt weLl sOon (:
GOodnighT! (X

haPpy bIrthdaY (:

2009-12-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

12am 3rD dEcemBer2009 =D

thIs mY faV phOto (:
hEy! (: itS ur bIrthdaY!!! haPpy bIrthday my lOve! u are jUst sOoooo cUte! jUst bEar In mInd, nO maTter whAt haPPened, u havE Me (: evEn iF a daY the wOrld cOllapse, i wiLl stILL hOld u tIght teLling u thaT U Will be fIne.
welL, EverYthIng cHanged, incLuding u bUt i wiLL b strOng! u jIa yOu oh!! bEst wIshes.
MAUCK IlOveyOu! mY One anD onLy!
lOves,
baBy! =D

2009-11-29T11:15:00.000+08:00

29nOvembEr2009 11:18Am

tOday sUppOse to wOrk bUt I dIdn't gO cOs I dOn have mOod. =( thEn tml is mY firSt paPer bUt I havEn't stUdy yEt. Cos mY brAin is nOt wOrking! >.< whAt's iN my mInd nOw is yOu. All abOut u =(
AfTer the accIdent, I reAlize the iMpoRtanT of u In my liFe. U wOn't kNow hOw mUch tEars I have shEd whEn sOmethinG haPpened to u. I have beeN tryIng haRd to be therE for yOu sO thaT u wOnt think sO mUch.
BUt nOw.. I nO lOngEr havE idEa hOw mUch yOu neEd me in yOur liFe. U wOn't knOw hOw hUrtfUl iT is whEn u cAn't even rmb u tAlk to me, cAn't evEn rmb thaT u tOld me thAt u mIsses me, u caN't even rmb thaT I dId vIsit u bUt u dId rmb that the sunflOwer anD baLloon is sHe gaVe yOu. WhY? PerhAps I shOuLd leaVe aftEr u recOver thEnnu can gO afTer hEr. Its nOt about u bEing a bastArd or whaT.. WheneVer u told me, I caN't rmb anD I dOn know, I fEel like cRying.. SometImes I wAs wonderinG, whY I'm nOt behInd hIm whEn he mEt with accident sO that I wOn't be cryIng so mUch nOw.. If I reaLly mEt wIth an acCident, I wanTed to forgEt..forGet whAtever that makes me saD =( I cAn't takE it anymOre.

ImIssyou..=(

2009-11-25T09:24:00.000+08:00

25nOvemBer2009 9.40 am
NormaLly On mOrning whEn I waKe uP, the fIrst I wiLl dO is lOok at my PhOne cOs I knOw he gOt MSG mE. bUt.....=(
imIss hIm teLling me hOw mUch hE miSses me anD I sO mUch waNted to huG hIm anD teLl hIm ImiSs hIm sO mUch.
ImIss hIm whIspherIng in my eaR teLling me that, "ilOveyOu".
ImiSs him teLling mE, "baby yOu gOt pIGgy snOre!". I wiLl snOre whEn theRe is obStrUction wIth my aIrway! >.<
imiss hIm teLling me that, "my baby waLk like pEngUin and baby iS so cUte!". Anw he lOve pengUin alot!!! (: fastEr recOver thEn I bRing yOu to zoo anD sIt at the pEngUin sectIon fOr hours!! (X anD mY lOve is cUter!
Imiss hIm huggInG me in his arM wHen we slEep! AnD I rEmembeRed he huGg me frOm nIte tIll I wake up the nExt mOrning! He is the fIrst gUy thAt reaLly hUg me to slEep wiThouT leTting gO.
Imiss yOu bY my sIde chEering me up!! AnD taLking laMe lamE stuff tO me bUt I nEver faIl to lauGh!
I'm missing u sO mUch! FastEr wake uP anD tell me u mIss me alOt!!! (: MAUCK! My One anD Only lOve.

my lOve.

2009-11-23T23:14:00.000+08:00

23:16PM 23nOvember2009

from ytd 9plus aM till nOw, i Only slEep for less thAn twO hOurs!
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME THAT HE WILL BE FINE? I AM GOING TO COLLAPSED I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. I AM TIRED!
whenever i stepped into his ward, my heart beat will become faster and when i stepped into his room, my tears just cant stop..it just keep on flowing..=(
i can't accept the fact. PLEASE!!!! SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME THIS AREN'T HAPPENING TO ME!
when i talk to him, i have no idea whether he recognise me or not. then he will reply some other stuff. he is very very very PAIN now. it hUrts to see hIm thIs way. really hope that he will be fine.no matter what happened to him in the future, i will be there for him. (: reaLLy mIss heaRing u saYing hOw mUch you miss me.i havE so mUch tO teLl u.
oN SATuRDAy nIte, we havE GoT LoTs OF Fun bUt.....WHY?
JuSt gg to upLoad sOme pHotos fOr u gUys to see..

photo taken by him on the rooftopof orchard central (:

Us (: Part of YoU WIll bE pArt of mE (: SMiLinG WiThoUT TEetHS

smIlinG wIth tEeths (x

he tOok thIs phOto On rOoftop!

we went to eat this On saT 21nOvember2009

please dOnt lEave me alOne, im fEeling sO cOld wIthOut ur hUgg!

2009-11-18T09:18:00.000+08:00

18nOVember2009 9:25am (:
Currently having NS3 tutOrial bUt my classMates are presenTinG (: and I m uSing my itOuch! Hahah XD
ToDay whEn I wOke up, I have got gastRic =( fEeling so tired. I'm leadin a insuFficienT slEep liFe. =( FOr the paSt twO nIght I dreAmt of zOmbie! LOL! My frIend, NIna, tOld me that if u dream Of pOntianaK, mEans that sHe Is iN ur rOom. *laUghs* mEans that jUstin'S rOom gOt POntianaK!!!! (X eH. I'm gG oUt tOday (: gg tO waTch mOvie! Hee =P I fEel like sLeepinG nOw..(:
-if LIFE is abOut HAPPINESS thEn whAt's my liFe abOut?-

2009-11-15T11:37:00.000+08:00

15thnOv'2009 11:40am
ListeninG to Try bY Asher bOok (: havE u trY..?

BaCk hOme aftEr plaYIng badmInton. I don havE mOod to plaY lOr! PlayEd for ard tWo hOUrs! (: perhaPs evEninG alsO gg jOGginG! GambatEh! (:
Have nOt been blogginG for quIte sOme tiMe! >.< cOs I'm bUsy or dUe to there is nO meaninG to continuE blOgging!
PracTical exaM is juSt tml but I hvEnt even starTed stUDy! I'm nOt very cLear toWard that 12craniel nerves and gCs skills! Omg! TonIght mUst chIonG (: well, I jUst cUt my haIr! Eh nOt very nIce I prefer my longEr hAir =( nvm ba my haIr will grOw baCk!
Listening to broken hearted gIrl bY beyOnCe! When I lOoked at the mirrOr, I realized I lOok quite hagGard! hahha! What haPpened? I tOTally have no clUe! #.# I fEel like watChing mOvie today (: I want to watCh 2010 cOs my sis says That iT's nIce!!!!!! (: perhaPs it's time fOr me to watch alOne cOs I have nO One? Hmmm.. Alot of presentation is dUe sOon bUt yet nOthinG is done! My indiviadual assignment, NS4 role plaY, psychOloGy presentation and sociology preSentation!!!!!!! LoAds and lOads of things is awaiting for me...=( die! HOpefully I will sleep afTer I baTh then at nigHt can stUdy hard for practical! Listening to I DO frOm westliFe (:
Actually lOts of thIngs haPpened but......=( ytD wenT ann sIang hiLl followed bY orchard iOn then jUrong pOint to eat teppanYaki (: I enjOyed myself! (:
One mOre day to my pracTical exam.
Five mOre days to weI Han's bIrthday.
11 mOre days to work at m1 iT faIr 26 to 29 November (:
12 more daYs to richson's bIrthday.
18 mOre days to chEe sianG birthday.
22 more dayS to my attachment at KkH.
EnD here thEn (: take caRe pEeps! ....lOves!

2009-11-04T00:46:00.000+08:00

12:48am 4thNovember'2009
Emotional Collapsed...........=(

22:01 1st NOvember2009

2009-11-01T22:01:00.000+08:00

My blOg Is not dEad yEt (: reCently qUite bUsy sO dIdnt bLog! i havE got phOto that i waNted to uplOad bUt Im laZy.. bUt aLl thOse phOtos are In my fAcebOok!
reCently my wEekends are weLl plannEd. i rEally enjOyed myself (: * all thAnks to hIm!* HUGGS!

Last sUnday i went to fly kite (: firSt time eh! quitE sImple but Its frEaking hOt thEn thOse uncOvered arEA of my bOdy is bUrnt! im tAnned nOw and mY classMates kEep lauGhIng at me =( theY sO bAd la!

laSt sAtuRday i weNt chInatoWN to eaT riCeball (: its deLicIous! esPeciaLly the YAM and thE peanUts Ones!

MY bowl Of danG yUan (: One gReen tEa, twO peanUt anD twO yam! yuMmY!

SEE! whEn i Eat danG yUan, im likE daMn hAppy (:

He teach me hOw to fLy kIte (: HUGGS!

thIs One i Look One! quIte nIce lOr! (X

SoMEoNe tOok phOto of mE!! NATuRAL SHot bUt UGLY! BeNny anD hIS Gf (X LovInG?

rEcently i very bUsy wiTh schOol stUff like presentatIonsssss.. OMG!

AcTually quIte alot of stUff haPpened. i reAlly dOn nOe who to trUst anD WhO nOt tO trUst. i havE No Idea whO is the One lyIng tO me bUt weLl...... imDisaPpOinted =(

anW, my scH is riGht besIde chRis sCh bUt dIdnt gEt to meEt hIm at aLL!

ToDay i waS MoOdlEss! mOrnIng weNt to PlAy badMintOn, celebRated weIlun fRiends bDay (: theN pOng pOng mEet Ah bE.. (: *aH be hAir lOnger liaO! He bOtak sUits hIm weLl* wIth wenDy. weNt yEw tEe tO EAT Then alsO gOt Go LOt1! WEnT FoR IntErview bUt wonDered whEther thEy wIll emPloy me or not >.<

gOoDnigHt (: hoPe im nOt late tmL anD My preSentatIons wIll be fIne!

22:38pM

2009-10-21T08:21:00.000+08:00

21october'2009 08:21am

I'm in schOol right nOw! I thOt thaT lessOn stArt at 8 bUt it's at 9am =.= =.=
haha! XD on mOn and tuEs I late fOr schOol I'd today I know that lesson start at 9 I think I migHt be late tOo! >.< hee =P
ReCently have beeN lOoking for pArt timer jOb cOs I'm tired of prOmoting =( then ytd weNt to lOt 1 then finD out thaT one of thE shOp call heiDi waNted to employ ppl. TheN weNt in anD asK then the fiRst thIng that laDy aSk me waS we arE emploYing ppl at the age of 18 and abovE! Haha! I dOubt the LaDy will emploY me cOs she is nOt the bOss theN whEn I was talkin to hEr theN her facE so blaCk! LikE charCoal. Hee =P hmmm. During my lectUre lesSon I have beEn struGgling to kEep myselF awakE! But u sImply love ELAHa that lEssOn cos d lEctUrer is awesOme! (: she vEry hilarIous!! Hee =P
ThIs sUnday I'm gg to fLy kIte anD pIcnIc! =} I'm lOokinG fOrwaRd to iT! Hee! I reaLly miSs yOu (:
Hee =P hmm. My necklaCe snapped!! I thInk it's fatEd ba. The fiRst onE also like that. >.< haha! But the paiR of buTterfLy Is niCe but iT's gOne nOw. Hmmm. Ytd I saW a bOard sayIng thIngs shOuld be in a paIr! Ant reallY rmb alsO. WaIting fOr lessOn to staRt nOw! My stomaCh is achIng! :( bloG agAIn some othEr day. Hee! =P byeeeee.

im jUst.................

2009-10-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

13thOctober'2009 22:40pm
im feElin sO dOwn riGht nOw. i knOw if i sTart cRying thEn it cOnfirm wOnt stOp!
im fEeling sO heLpless nOw..
it jUst caNt stOP RiGht nOw.

im a lIar?

2009-10-12T01:40:00.000+08:00

11october'2009 1:40am
Hey (: I'm nOt aslEep yet! Haha! Tml firsT daY wOrking and have to gIve oUt flyers (: wondErIng whEther is it tirIng or noT! JiayOu (:
On sUnday 10october'2009 , went out fOr the whOle day. Went to watCh that cloudy mEatbaLl mOvie. It's nICe! Also quIte tOuching (: bUt in the threatre, I'm In pAin! So paIn tHaT I fEEl like cryIng =( don fEEl hElpless that u nOt beIng abLe to do anything! (: coS u are by my sIde jUst nOw (: so I'm nOt alOne whEn I'm in pAin! HuGGs! (: tOday dInner at fOOdcourt! =] waNted to saVe mOney. Cos at first wanted tO eaT cafe cArtel bUt so ex la! So I suGgestEd fOodcourt! (: I have realized that I reallY have to save mOney! I'm sO brOke! >.< havIng headache nOw! ArGh!! GOodniGht everyOne! (:

10thOctober2009 15:45pm

2009-10-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

jUst uPload sOme pHotOS oN THat Day I WEnT oUt wIth pOoh, weI han, Yi Jia anD WenDy On 7OctOber! we weNt tO watCh thE MoVie thAt sTarts wIth s... i dOn knOw hOw tO spEll!
had a enjOyabLe daY tOo (:

mE AnD wEiHaN (: FiRst tIme samE HeIght daMn cUte la!

he tIp tOe lOr! cHeatEr! bUt he is reaLly TALL!

ME And pOoh pOoh! baCkgrOund vEry cUte hOr (:

i reaLized i nV taKe pHoto wIth yI jia! (: nExt tIme taKe ba! hOme SWeEt hOme afTer thaT (:

10thOctober2009 15:33Pm

2009-10-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

i wIll bE bLoGging abOut ytd (:
ytd afTer aTtacHment i wEnt Out wIth hIm (: whIch is cHee sIanG anD alSO zhIwei anD Ivy! (:
we wEnt tO eaT dIan xIn! thEn SenD iVy hOme (: shE stAy At taMp!
afTer thaT Went praWning (X So HaPppy! i reaLly enJoyed mYself aLl tHanks tO u! lOve!
weNt prAwninG With cHee sIang, rena, beNny, tOmmy and zhIwei!

the bIggesT anD the smALLest PRAWN!

The pRawns faLl in tGt! (: bUt i thInk we gOtten quIte alOt prawN aT the enD!

theN hOme Sweet hOme at 6plUs Am! sO tIred lOr! thEn tOday i waKe uP at twO plUs pM (: wOo! lOve!

10thOctober2009 15:03pm

2009-10-10T14:56:00.000+08:00

On mY birThday 6ThOctoBer2009 (: i aM nInetEen alReaDy!!! hee =p On My BiRthDay thAt daY i havE GoT AtTachmEnt,By RIgHt is aftErnOon sHiFT BuT I ChanGe tO MoRnIng shIft (: sO i waS wOrking frOm 7am tO 3pm! anD i waS kInd of sUpRised that theY bOught a caKe aNd cElebRATe fOr me! aLL Thanks tO sylvIa! (: lOve!

thEre! ThIs is me In my nUrsIng uNiforM (: Is it fUnny? the gIrl besIde me is sunIta. hEr bIrthday On 7 October! (: sO sWeet of my aTtachMent mate!

after attacHment, i rUshed hOme (x whIle On the waY hOme, my mUm calLed mE tO saY that jIahaO bOught a caKe over! Haha xD he is sweet toO!

then whEn i reAched hOme i baTh! (: theN rIchsOn caMe ovEr tO paSs mE preSent! (: thEn weNt lOt1 wIth hIm tHen waIt fOr my sIs tO reAch!

aftEr my sIs reaChed thEn we heAd tO OutraM! (: Cos we Gg vivO tO meet shAwn, chrIs anD keNneth (: its shAwnwhO orgAnised thIs oUting! (:

rIchsOn anD Me! hE is the phOtOgrapHer Of the daY! (: hee =p

phOto at bEn anD jErry! (: i dId sMth sIlly! i fEll dOwn anD i zhOu gUANg >.< waH!!!! i sO embarrassed lA The tabLe of Ppl besIde me alSo lauGhinG =(

dO u fEel like eaTing iT? hee!

us agAin!

theN hOme sWeet hOme afTer thAt (: i havE gOt a enjOyabLe daY! ThAnks fOr aLL the preSents! (: u gUys sO swEet!!!!!

2009-10-09T01:11:00.000+08:00

1:11aM 9thOCtobEr'2009
Have nOt been updaTinG my blOg bUt sOon! COs nOw havIng aTtacHment (x laSt day alreaDy!
So mAny thinGs tO saY hOw am I gG to sTart. hee =P

2009-10-03T09:14:00.001+08:00

Hey (: u gUyS mUst be thInkin wHy I dIdn't bLog fOr quiTe awhIle! But weLl, my blOg is stiLl alive (:
TodAy is mOon cakE festIval buT it's jUst another daY. TodaY beIng wakE up by my parenTs cOs theY quarrEllinG!
whaT's wrOng wiTh my fAmily? I'm feeLing sO miserAble nOw. My 'hOme' is likE a niGhtmare. I haTe mY mUm. ShE is alWays riGht and we aRe wrOng! She saY thIs and we can'T say anythIng mOre. She always feel thAt we shOuld aPpreCiate whatEver she dOes. BuT I feEl that iT's her whO waNted to do it wiLling then wHy expeCt a retUrn? I don unDerstaNd whY my famIly is likE that? I haD enougH of everythinG. SometImes I fEel that iF I dOn't exIst maybe wiLl be bettEr.
I wiLl alwaYs rmb 1octOber! ShE slaPped me. She jUst beinG unreasOnable! I gOing to be a Mute at hOme whEn she use hOme! Cos we sImply can'T cOmmUnicatIon. AnD my granDma I livIng at my houSe nOw. AlthOugh sOmetime shE vEry trOublesome bUt we is not a bUrden (:
FInally lefT laSt week of aTtachMent anD my laSt day attacHment is afternOon shIft! And my CF alreaDy siGn all the skiLls that required In my attachment! =} I'm glaD. Next weeK caN reLax liaO. SchOol openIng sOon =( neeD to bUy lecTure nOtes agAin. How?
Today gg out again, I'm brokE. >.< toDay whEn I wakE up, the fIrst tHIng cOmes iNtO my mInd is tOday is whaT day? Do I havE attachmEnt and aM I laTe! Hahah! Too strEss! =( anD my phOne is spOil! WhEn ppl caLl me, theY caN't hEar my vOice bUt I cAn hEar thEir vOice.
Hmmmm.

2009-09-27T09:43:00.000+08:00

27sePtember'2009 (: 9:43am
Hve not bEing bLoGgin sInce the staRt of attaChment! CoS I'm reaLly tirEd. Due tO the irreGular wOrking hOurs, I endEd up wIth irreGular eaTing haBIt thaT makeS me FAT!! ={ I'm reAlly wOrried that I cOuldn't cOmplete mY skiLls On time =( theN I wiLl faiL my atTachment. TwO mOre weeK to the enD Of my attAchmEnt #.# 8 mOre dayS to my daY bUt what's the bIg dEal! I have gOt attacHment! And I'm turning nInetEen =( sadded! OLd alreaDy..
Well, tOday wOke up at 7plus 8 tO cOok spaGhetTi =} firsT tiMe cOoking spahEtti wIth tomatO sauCe plUs bacon! Hmm. The tasTe? Not baD anD of cOurse edIble! Haha! XD I'm feeLing sO tired nOw.
YtD weNt to novena nTuc rOadshoW! (: at first reaLly can'T get uSed to It bUt stIll have to try mY bEst! (: then I gOtten One sales bUt frankly sPeaking, I was quiTe slacK! (x haha! DurinG break, wenT walk walk wIth wenDy then saW thiS shOes v cUte sO temptin to bUy bUt I'm reallY broke! It 79bUcks! I have reAlized that I shOuld stop bUying stuFf for myself cOs I have gOt no scHool fees. And gEt to knOw wenJie and he is like mE la! EverythIng mUst pay bY hImself. He sO pathetic la! Say wanna save mOney thEn one daY only onE meal! Then say wan to cUt dowN Fats whEn he Is alReady sO skiNny! LOL! SOmethinG is wrOng with hiM. Hee =P
Tml have gOt attachMent agAin! I gOnna have baD slEeping timIng agAin! MOrning shIft have to wakE up at 4am then normal slp 1am. #.# hai! =( u wanT to watCh accIdent that mOvie but dOn knOw nIce or nOt. TakE carE then.. (:
p.s. I misS u!

11:23Pm 18sePt'09

2009-09-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

tOo mAny stUff haPPened dOnt reaLly knOw hOw to stArt...
toDay was lOoking fOrward tO go kTv wIth shaWn, jeFf, CHrIs anD wenDy bUt becaUse sOmething haPPened thEn dIdnt gO =( sO, chrIs, my sis anD me wenT tOwn instEad (X
At deCided tO eaT SAKURA but mY sIs anD me is reaLly brOke So We caLLed chrIs to eat sMth else theN i suGgested to eaT BBQ CHICKEN! (: YuMmy!!!! BoUght canEle caKe caLl LE ROYALE home! theIr sIgnatUre caKe daMn nIce (X

tIme tO uplOad sOme phOtO...

my sIster (: see! sHe is like sUper hapPy.

mY SiS ToOk phOto Of mE When i was Unprepared !

natUral shOOt! (X haha!

when i wAs in trAin jUst now thEn realiseD that i nV take phOto wIth chrIs! next tIme ba (: hee sOrry! reaLly enjOy mYself althou thEre are Only the thrEe of uS (:

wEnt freD PeRRy bUt the baG i WaNt nO mOre liaO >.<>

tIme to taLk abOut saD stUff thaT HApPened tOday! =(

I WakE uP earLy in the mOrninG bEcaUse my parents waS qUarreLling !

AFtEr thAt, i was bEing scOlded becaUse oF The bOdy scRuB! *If u reaLly unhaPpy then Use mY ScRub thEn (:*

thEn intEnD To BuY A BaG bUt dIdnt gEt One!

lOokin foRwarD to KTV but..

thE last thIng thaT HAppEned waS.....

JuST NoW TryIng tO depOsit caSh intO the DBS macHine tHen wiTh nO vaLid reasOns mY caRd is bEing reTained! f***! im sOrry tO say f wOrd bUt i was reaLly..... =(

at thAt mOment, i waS SpeecHlesS And wIth nO expreSsion tOtally cAlm bUt i was REALLY pissED!

tOday im rreaLly tIred! =( So tIreD thaT I DoN FeEl likE taLkinG..

p.s. imIssyOu!

endInG My BlOg at 23:47

17sePt'2009 9:59pm

2009-09-17T21:58:00.000+08:00

I wiLl live mY life tO the fUllness frOm tMl OnwaRds. (:

2009-09-17T17:11:00.000+08:00

My life seems to be meaningless. When I don hve you by mY sIde, I waS lOst. WhEn I havE u bY my siDe, time jUst seems too pass sO faSt =( teLl me whAt is liFe all abOut? WheN can i stOp wOrrying abOut thIs and thaT? Perhaps whEn my hEart stOp bEatinG..
When caN sOmeone gIve me unlimIted happiness sO that I wiLl be haPpy for lifE? I knOw it will neveR haPpen.. COs sUch stuFf dOn exiSt!
I was sO touCh when sOmeone tOld me,"I wan to work harder". Then I asked hIm,"why?". Then he said,"so that i can get you all thE stUff yOu want". (: today bY riGht have to gO wOrk bUt u have gOt diarrHea anD I diDn't go and i knOw I cOnfirm wiLl get fIne =( I startEd to dislike promoting jOb =( todaY whOle day stay at hOme (: verY sleePy but dOn fEel like slEeping >.< hee. LoOking forward to tml cOs we havIng ouTinG. WiTh chriS, shaWn, jeff, wenDy, ZhEng mIn? Hmmm.

2009-09-17T09:13:00.000+08:00

I started to reAlized that I'm reaLly bad in remembEring thIngs =(
It's gEttIng frOm bad tO wOrst >.< perhaps wHen you asK me, "whaT diD u dO ytD?" I miGhT neEd to awhile tO think anD theN teLl u.
And if u askEd me, "wHat dId u dO the day befOre ytd?". I can teLl u I can't rMb anymOre.
MayBe it's becaUse I didn't wanT tO rmb liTt liTt things thaT haPpened in my life. BUt sOme thing I dO rMb (X I caN't rmB thE tIme and daTe bUt I rmb thE stuFf thaT we dO (:
Ytd wOrking at novena anD I gOnna One salEs bUt need to pass tO brenDan to dO it (: then tOday wOrking at novena agAin! I'm tiRed of stanDing >.< my pOor lEgs! Hai =( hmmm. omG sO faSt attachMent is cOming bUt well, I still lOok fOrward to gO out On fridaY, sat, sUn and Mon (X onCe my attacHment start, then I don have timE perhaps evEn I have is onLy evening if I wOrk mOrning shift! >.<

2009-09-15T19:47:00.000+08:00

Hai =(
The prev blOg is a misunderStanding.
>.< mixture of lime juice + dang yUan really upset my stomach =(
hmmm.

2009-09-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

In my lifE, alOt cOme and gO bUt oF course sOme staY (: ppl tOld me sOme Ppl is jUst a "passerBy" in yOur life and I think iT's trUe tOo. (:
Today wEnt cOmex intenDing to gEt a phOne bUt end up I dIdn't =( i'm brOke la =.=
hai =( meet uP witH chriS and richsOn. Then chrIS waS disappOinted that thIs iT fAir don have the camerA he wanTed >.< thEn richsOn kEep distuRbinG me la *pissed* then chris tOld me that we still quite close cOntaCt LOL! I he kEep disturbinG me lO! PerhaPS he is dOing this to other gIrls too bUt weLl I dOn gIve a daMn (: hee. TodaY we atE iCe cReam hee =P *pP Owe me iCe cream o!" hee =P today got gaStric agaIn but Im fIne! Hee (: sIan tMl have to gO henCa agAin >.< hOpe I wOn't be laTe!! >.< my attachmEnt is cOming and u wiLl be daMn bUsy =(
P.s. MissInG (:

2009-09-13T09:56:00.000+08:00

BasicallY we spEnt halF of our life slEePing bUt the resT is waItinG.
We juSt dIdn't realiZed.. waItinG fOr time tO pass.
WaitinG sOmeone to notice u.
WaitinG foR sOmeOne to texT yOu.
WaitinG fOr sOmeonE to saY theY lOve u (: waiTinG fOr sOmeone to daTe u. In life we are jUst waitinG for too mUch stuff..
I reaLly haTe waItinG.

I'm awaKe (: ytd sleeP at 3 then wakE up at 9plus. It's like totally nOt sufficIent sleEp #.# bUt I jUst cOuldn't sleEp anymOre (X
How I wIsh I caN jUst slEep and nV wakE uP.......
BasIcally gastric is alreadY paRt of my life rigHt nOw.

2009-09-12T12:41:00.000+08:00

Omg just nOw I stanD uP I fEel like fainTinG then I lEan againSt my chAir =(

2009-09-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

So tired! =( but I can't sleep any mOre so I juSt wake up lo! AftEr workin fOr twO day at comeX, I'm really tireD cos keeP promOting.. It's like nOn stOp! But well ytD my sales us lesseR thAn d neW comer! She daMn gOod! (: well dOne. Sad =( hee =P hOwever I enjOyed wOrking cOs I saW thOse dealEr shOp staFf plUs heLlo shOp staFf (: I miSs thEm. Ben ChnG sO cute anD jUn an alSo. Hee =P he keeP poKinG me la =X stupiD gaRy buLly me! Haha xD when I wOrk, it's damn colD la >.< I was treMbLinG! =( firsT tIme la! Then saW thIs promoter veRy taLl theN his heiGht is 188 la! I stanD besiDe hIm is likE so biG differEnce la =x he got dimples bUt he dOn smiLe de! SuCh a wasTe!!!! (: ytd richsOn pass me hIs jacket cOs I verY coLd buT too baD I can'T wEar cos got greeN colOur >.< oh ya ytd got this staff ask me whether my age is more than 16 or not la! Haha! I really look so younG? Anw amanDa very cUte! She gOt babY cOmplexion and dimples!!! ((:
I wan to waTch g foRce! (: seems cuTe! Anw my shi qi's friend ytd ask me want go oUt or not he saY that hiS friend treatIng LOL so randOm! Chris juSt told me that he gg to study at SIM Liao right besIde my schOol la (x haha!
Super long nv hang out wiTh pOoh, jia, weihan and wenDy Liao! Miss theM la! Thot we gg fishinG? Thot we gg to make popcorn? Thot we gg to eat? Hai!
It doesn't matter whEther you love me perhaps likE me or noT. EveN if sOmeday u wanna leaVe me, I noT gg tO stOp yOu. U have uR frEedOm to do every sinGle thIng thaT u wAnt. If waiTinG is a issUe den thIs already sHow hoW muCh u loVe me. LOL!
23days to gO. (: but I ahve nothing to lOok forwarD to....

2009-09-09T09:04:00.000+08:00

RiGht noW, sOMeone who caRe for me iS ignORing me. perhaPs if ignOring me wiLl make u fEel beTTer theN I wOn't blamE u (:
I jUst don undErstanD whY whEn I neEd sOmeone tHe mOst u wiLl keeP sayinG thOse sad thInGS =(
Do whatever u wanT and I nOt gg tO caRe >.<
My teArs started tO flow onCe agaIn.. ToDay is 090909 thankS for makinG it sO memOrable fOr me.
And it's aLl my baD.
I have no idEa whY I m having gastrIc nOw..

2009-09-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

I'm a bad gIrL dOn faLL fOr me >.<
P.s. I M S M L =(

I'm feeling sooo tired >.<

2009-09-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

Ytd slp at around 3 then wake up at 10plus. Previous night sleep at 2plus then wake up at 7plus >.< cos was chatting with Gary through the phone >.< he broke my record for not chattin on the phone >.< haha! Hmmm. Today I just feel like sleeping the whole day but I can't #.#
ytd after gg office then went out with Gary, Kenneth and elin. Actually wanted to watch movie but no interestin movie =( eh. Then I saw the hamster keychain very cute then inserted 3X$1 into the machine then end up nothing come out =( I was disappointed! hmmm. Then after that decided to go Kbox but kenneth didn't really sing only me and elin keep singing and Gary sing abit! Well, Gary voice quite nice eh! He is good in singing jay Chou's songs (: wah seh! I kept being bully by them la keep saying me small eyes and short! Is Gary too tall la =X hee. After that went to eat yoshinoya! But Kenneth nv eat! No wonder he so thin! >.< eh. While we eating, the atmosphere is like super quiet and it's like the four of us is like stranger #•# hee. After we finished our food we finally started talking (X chit chat for like 1hour plus then home sweet home (: hope u guys did enjoy yourself (:
P.s. I will always be there for u when u need me that's a promise!!

I'm exhausted =(

2009-09-06T13:51:00.000+08:00

Back from chalet! (: didn't really sleep. Now feeling so tired!!!! >.< just ate cup noodle (X and now I'm lyinG On my beD (X haha!
First day of chalet got shi qi, angie, Gloria, zhen ling, sylvia and me (: actually quite fun we started the fire with our own Hand without the help from guys (: we are awesome! Hee =P after BBQ then play mahjong, play poker and drink! I drink quite alot but didn't get drunk >.< then turn in at 4plus! Hmmm. Wake up at 7plus cos sylvia have to leave earlier. =( oh ya! Angie so noisy la! Keep disturbing us when we wanted to sleep *beatbeat* hee!
Second day!
My phone is dead. I was sad cos I can't survive without phone >.<
Everyone left shi qi and angie cos they wanted to acc me (: they so sweet la! Love u girls (X hmmm then ard 3plus, chris, Kenneth and two other friend came (: one call Gary another one, erm.. Can't rmb! Just get to know them like ytd and ytd they ton at the chalet with us (: very fun lo! Co they very friendly so very easy to get along (: we played truth or dare and the game that we need to guess number one! After that went to red house there but only walk pass (X quite creepy!!! I'm scared at that moment of time. After that go back to sleep! Cos I'm really tired. Oh ya! And anw kenneth's friend zhi hong also stay overnight with ua then he gay with Gary. Eeeyer!!!! >.<
Haha! For second night BBQ, my ex bf came which is richson, and a few of my classmates (: not forgetting elin. She so cute lo! Hee =p really have lots of fun (: thanks guys for acc us thru the night! (:
Well, I realized I have started to dislike...
And I don wan you back!
P.s. I M U M L

I'm sayinG this one last tiMe..

2009-09-04T00:53:00.001+08:00

Because I know that u are reading my blog that's why I'm blogging it often. U know that the first time I saw the smiley that u tag on my board, I smile (: u did it in surprising me.
Somehow trying to forget about the existence of u in my life but litt litt thing always remind me of u. Today was searching for rough paper then I found the cute clothes that u gave it to me for my Ipod >.<
Bit and pieces of memories appeared one after another! I miss you I miss your everything. Do u miss me? Or perhaps u are too busy to miss me. Ever since we break up till now, I still love you. I somehow know that u still love me, am I right? I don know or u already started to forget me bit by bit! How I wish that i can hug u in my arms. I don like myself to cry but I just can't control. And u are really good at pretending that nothing happen. That time when u purposely ask your friend who I'm then she say I'm ur girlfriend then u say she is my ex girlfriend. U know how much it hurts.. Maybe after those girls know that u are single then they might go after u. I don know what u r thinking. Do u know why I call u to tell me we are impossible? Cos I no longer want to have any hope that we will be tgt anymore. I'm tired! Really. Life still goes on................. Cos I'm learning to let go cos u no longer want me back cos u told me that it's over!

Today went to henca then we saw shawn and jeff after that we went vivo (: I saw this white guinea pig (X but yew tee pet shop ones are cuter (: eh then walk awhile, saw Kenneth working (: eh. Then went cck to buy stuff for chalet! So ex!!!! =(
Hai! recently have been chatting with chris and Kenneth! Whatever happening now there are only two person who understand how I'm feeling now. O.o my chalet is at downtown room 1623. Hope thatvit will be fun (X
Goonight!
P.s. M L I M U !